actual update

i like this thing, i'm going to write in it more often. or try to.i've been working full-time at fk, but i'm not on the payroll and cannot receive any benefits (although the company sucks, they only offer health insurance). i've spoken to the book-keeper, howard, and the 'powers that be' (the managing partner and 'the king' ie the guy who brings in all the money), and they never got back to me either way, although i am employed by all of them in various capacities. but...it doesn't matter, because i got into empire state college. it's a SUNY, legit, and i'm in the center for distance learning, majoring in human development. i'll be covered by my parents' insurance until i'm 23. i have zero usable credits from previous ventures into higher education, but truthfully it doesn't matter to me. the coursework is all psychology and anthropology and cognitive science and shit that i'm interested in. the best part is that i get to work at my own pace, no class, no idiots to deal with. i've been assigned a mentor, which i guess is a professor/guidance counselor type person, who hopefully speaks english and is not and idiot.i've also decided to take it all the way and go to law school after earning my bachelor's. the l-sats are basically examples of what i do for a living, and i'll beast through ESC because i can. not to mention my firm has two harvard law grads, a columbia law grad, and at least three nyu law grads, all places i would apply. additionally, i'd get hired immediately by fk, and they'd have to pay me more because i'd be a legit lawyer. what i'm really interested in, however, is criminal law. perhaps as a prosecutor. rosecan thinks i'd be excellent, i think i would be too. i'm the perfect type of bitch for it. i can see myself being accused of badgering the witness.this thursday, the 22nd, is my 22nd birthday. i'm not going to have a birthday on a friday until i'm 35 or something. it's supposedly good luck to have a crazy time fwhen a bday such as 22 on the 22nd or 30 on the 30th happens. but i have to go out friday night, the 23rd. i'm going to the anchor, a bar down on spring street, lots of dancing and smoking inside, and i've invited people (including all of you!). as of now, i will be joined by timo, cindy, eva, cindy's friend jen, supposedly robert, possibly lear and his roommate james. i've invited lots of other people, hopefully there will be a good turnout. but i'll have fun regardless.on the boy front, i'm kinda dating this guy from my junior high school clique i guess. we see each other every once in a while (far more frequently as of late), drink a little, talk, and watch a movie or play scrabble, and then hook up. it's another example of depth (as opposed to shallowness) on my part: he's smart and funny as hell, but also hairy and kinda busted in the face to be truthful. he's really charismatic however, and it overshadows these things. he's definitely been warming to me lately (kisses goodnight, kisses... during..., both which i find very signifigant...), i doubt he'll show up friday night however. he's kinda a hermit/flake.does anyone remember david, the pretty-boy rock star who i dated for a month two augusts ago? anyway, yeah, he messaged me on myspace and we wrote back and forth for a little bit; i'mma see him this week. he's down in new orleans teaching ESL classes for GWB and for very little $ and his own personal shack by the side of the road. he's coming to NY from like wednesday-friday and he wants to get together. he may come friday night.hopefully i won't be surprised by both of them showing, that'd be awkward.