STEEL WHEELCHAIRS

yeah so i found out that for 9 months i've been crushing on a 30-year-old-ex-drug-addict-children's-book-illustrator-rock-star. i thought i was crushing on a 23-year-old-ex-drug-addict-rock-star. i like the children's book illustrator part, but...30?! I DON'T THINK SO.i mean whatever, he's still beautiful and i'd still jump his bones in a fraction of a second, but i can't get over the aging rock star thing. the type of music that he plays and his appearance and grooming are absolutely consistent with a 23-year-old. i mean, it's cool that he's still pursuing his dream and stuff, but i can't meet a 30-year-old that i have potential romantic interest in in this context. i know i'm a terrible asshole, but guys in emo-y bands cannot be over 27. it just doesn't work.