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i met a guy a couple of weeks ago and we sorta hit it off, but he never called, because he's a friend of a friend of granny violet, and granny violet's friend (who i've met three times) has extensive knowledge of my past and shared it with the guy i met.i was screwing around with this guy steve since october but he always made me beg for it, and last time i asked him if he wanted to hang out he said "not so much i don't think", so he's fired.mike wales will hopefully be coming down at the end of the month when my parents are away. i'm that desperate. i absolutely hate being alone, i hate myself, everyone has someone but me, and all that angsty BS.