it's so hard

and it's always going to be that way.i've been thinking about going to law school after i finish my bachelor's. i don't hate my work, i have an aptitude for it, i'll definitely get hired right away and i'll make the $. it's also nice because it's extremely time-consuming, which is a plus because...every day that passes i find more reasons why it is that i do not have a boyfriend. my face... i look like someone with a genetic disorder. my hair is crappy. i have no body whatsoever. i have nothing to offer the opposite sex except for what everyone else of my sex has to offer.so, i'll be the cool spinster aunt with the great apartment that all my nieces and nephews will love to visit.time to stop fighting and trying to fix being alone. time to stop thinking about how much it sucks, how much i wish it was different.accept that being alone sucks, and that you will always be alone, and move forward. because you have to.